Alicia From 'Bad Girls Club: Atlanta' Says She Attempted Suicide After The Show

 Bad Girls Club Star Attempted Suicide

Bad Girls Club star Alicia Saaman, who appeared on the 10th season of the show revealed on instagram recently that she she hit rock bottom and attempted suicide after appearing on the show. She says the only reason why she went on the show was promote her company but she fell into highs school ways

Before Bad Girls Club I was known as “Ms ChiFly”.. I had an online TV & radio show, plus did music Management and PR work around Chicago. My artists and I traveled all around the country performing. The REAL reason I went on the Bad Girls club was to gain more exposure for my company. I wanted to be the platform to expose more artists! I remember telling @yoson_tala007 that I was going to be on TV to show the world a different type of bad girl. I knew I had a past & deep down it haunted me. I remember telling myself, Alicia this is your time to share everything you’ve been through to help people get through it too!! But I wasn’t even healed yet.. BGC was a reflection of the person I thought I grew out of. I got into so many fights my senior year of high school, I made the dumbest mistakes and got in the most trouble. I put my family through hell and back!! I was not the girl I am today. I went on the show and Fell back into old ways. Everyday was a party, I started smoking 2 packs of cigs/day, everything was negative & toxic .. & sure enough I became a product of my environment. I tried my best to keep up with the reality star imagine but that was so far from me!! Club promoters would book me expecting me to turn up when really I’m the chick in the corner 😂 so I tried to play the game but really was living a lie. After the show I grinded to stay relevant but was killing myself in the process. I couldn’t take it any more & yes I attempted suicide. I hit rock bottom & literally had to surrender to GOD & ask him for help. I wanted to disappear, I hated being Alicia the Bad Girl. So as thousands of people watched me, I had to pick myself off the ground and recreate my life. This 5 year journey changed me. I moved back to chicago because my goal isn’t complete. I want to be the platform to expose people to their dreams and show them that they can be anything they want! But it takes help. And that’s what I needed. After surrendering God brought people into my life that helped me change. Well now it’s my job to use my platform to highlight the lives of others to show people anything is possible!! Join me Sunday for inspiration, motivation & possibility!

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